Reading What You Wrote

So there is absolutely no doubt about it that writing is beauty and art, but I'm always going back and forth between two opinions that I have about writing. A part of me loves it because if you write something, you can throw it away. It's like you've never even wrote it and it was still art but it was only art for a minute but that doesn't matter because it's still art. The other part of me thinks writing is amazing because it's like saving your life on a piece of measly paper. When you read something it takes you back to the exact time you wrote it. It feels like it's that same day and your experiencing those same feeling over again, which I guess can be a wonderfuk thing but also a horrible thing depending on the circumstances. I have notebooks from when I was in elementary school and even though most of it was nosense, it's still enjoyable seeing what mind set I was in and what I was feeling on those days such a long time ago and I hope that when I'm older than I am now I can look back on blogs and facebook and journals and see who I was now and compare it to who I've become. I have no doubt in my mind that I will probably change again; My ideas, my fashion sense, maybe my values. It's funny because a lot of the time when I go back and read stuff I've wrote, I don't even remember writing it. It's a reminder I guess that can be forgotten.

I Just Feel Like Talking

Haven't posted in forever! I had a few things going on but mostly because I was just being a tiny bit lazy. So I know I'm wishy washy and change my plans a lot...butttt, I've finally decided something permanent. I'm moving in with my boyfriend Tyler and my lovely friend Kaily a few hours from where we live now. It's exciting. The reason we are moving is mainly for college but I honestly love the area. It's all national parks and forests and woods, which is perfect for the new dog I'm going to get. I've decided Jack Russel Terrier (from the pound of courseve because I don't support back yard breeders). They are small which is perfect for an apartment, yet have tons of energy so they will be perfect to take on long hikes which I love doing!!!!! We've already all got accepted into the college and we just took a trip down there to look at apartments and we found a few we liked. The one we were in love with was bigger than the house I live in now. It was beautiful and on 9 acres of land but it was just a tiny bit more than what we can afford to pay every month, so we are going with a different appartment that the same guy is leasing out. It's a 3 bedroom apartment connected to 3 other apartments with a huge kitchen and huge bathroom with a pretty deck/porch. We have to fax him our rental applications tomorrow, and then we are moving in on June 13th or something like that. It'll be a nice change getting away from here for a few years and in case your wondering heres a little hair update from the cutting mishap:
So I cut it by myself which I shouldn't have done. I tried letting it grow up but it was so layerd aand choppy and thin so I bleached the black dye out myself and died it a reddish brown and then I went to a salon and had them blend my layers and cut 3 inches off just to even it all out. That was a month ago so now it's almost back to normal again. I just have to wait a couple more months for my length to grow back out again but other than that it looks great. Life is pretty good right now. It feels good taking charge and moving away. I'm excited to be on my own.