I woke up at 5 o clock today to go to my boyfriends house. He always comes and gets me super early so we can spend a ton of time together. We went to Christmas on his fathers side as planned and actually got really nice gifts. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be seeing everyone. We stayed for a few hours and then left. Tyler and I went back to his house and I made him a chicken salad vegetarian style, then we went to target and wal mart. (I bought this really cool trial sized set of this brand called Kiss My Face which I wanted to try. It comes with all natural shampoo, conditioner, 2 moisterizers, lip balm, bar soap, stress reducing body wash, and tooth paste which I'm super excited to try out.) Then I went home. The whole day went wonderful, except when I came home, I walked into my room and saw that someone dumped pepsi on my stuff including all over my backpack and just left it there. Nice right? Well that's someone in my family for you. So right now I'm pretty upset because that's one more thing I have to clean up/accomplish before I go to sleep on account that school starts back up again tomorrow. I actually shed a few tears today literally because I hate school so much. I'm so stressed about going back. It's not that I don't get good grades because I do, it's just that I don't really have the same personality as any one else. I appreciate nature as everyone else appreciates talking about each other. So it's harder connecting with everyone else. If I could be doing anything right now it would go something like this:
The two people I love most in this world and I. We drive somewhere far. Away...Away from everyone. Lay back in the dirt and just let the earth swallow us whole while we talk about what we were before this life and what we may or may not become after. Seep back into our minds while still knowing each others company is present. Swarming around each other like nothing but a dream, so maybe it's real and maybe it's not but not knowing what is real just adds to the mystery of life and what is life without mystery...Nothing. Don't seek to find. Seek for the adventure.
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