Day Number 4

So I didn't go to school today. My step dad had surgery so my parents left at 5:30 am. Yes I decided it would be a great idea to go back to sleep with no alarm and I woke up at 7:27. So I called my mother who was now an hour and a half away at a hospital and thankfully Mom just called me off school. I'm in the mood for such a change. I feel like life is so repetitory and scheduled out. I wake up, get ready, go to school, stay there for however long, get picked up by my boyfriend, stay with him for an hour, then he has to leave and go to work. And lastly I just sit on my butt for the rest of the night wishing life was different. I just feel powerless. I mean what can I do about it? I do appreciate what I have but I want to do something more with myself. I want to go on an adventure with Tyler.What adventure is there to go on though? We are pretty slaved by the car payment we have. Every time Tyler gets paid he goes and pays a car payment which is more than he's suppose to pay it but even then we are going to be paying it for a long time. It's holding us back from saving money to move out and live together. It's just hard to find our way on our own. I do have my parents support but as far as money goes, I wouldn't ask them to offer what they don't have. I want to make it on our own but it seems near impossible sometimes. Tyler is really hard working though and I trust him to get us where we want to go. He's smart, I'm logical so I think we'll be fine...